About Ramona
Ramona is a sensitive and complex submissive. She is full of depth and love. One important thing to remember is she is a total slut and masochist. In her own words, her submission is about pleasing others, not herself.
Part 2 – Mental Pain I hate the feminine sadness because
it is the product of sexuality
Emil Cioran
Those who have read my first piece about pain in the words of a self-proclaimed masochist know that it dealt with physical pain and how I feel about it. This second part is about something much deeper and much more complicated: mental pain. Some might wonder why I am writing about it and what mental pain has to do with masochism in the context of BDSM in general.
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DreamyApril
Darkness… Ramona blinks a couple of times as if trying to cleanse her eyes and adjust her sight, somehow expecting the night around her to recede and her surroundings to become visible and materialize before her eyes. However, a cold shiver runs down her spine as she realizes that there is no light. This time the darkness won’t go away. She turns her head and looks around her. It seems she is in a room and slowly starts to distinguish shapes in the darkness.
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IHOW Just Another Day in Rammy Land

Read on to learn what Ramona did with these. She said, do you see what I see, be careful to choose
Be careful what you wish for the dream may come true
When I lay the card down will it turn up the fool?
Will it turn up sorrow? If it does, then you lose
Steven Edward Duren
9:30 AM Morning. The sun has been brushing my face through my east-facing window for a while now, but I am so lazy.
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Dream 19032025
Voices. Soft, low voices, some giggles, muffled moans and, from time to time, the “click-clack” of the shuttering cameras. Ramona blinks rapidly as flashes blind her eyes. She looks around her, rather confused and insecure. Wait … thinks the blonde and freezes instantly as she recognizes her surroundings. The giant black metal pillars, the unique web of support beams that have always reminded her of a spider’s web, the crowd of people, some waiting in line, some walking around, some herding around her, Ramona shudders and closes her eyes.
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In Her Own Words: Pain
Pt. 1 – Physical Pain Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Three Days Grace
As a self-proclaimed masochist I often hear people say “Don’t worry, she likes it” when they see me subjected to various forms of physical pain. Be it the timeless classic impact play or the more versatile electro play, all have two things in common: they hurt and they are sexually arousing.
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